this place seems so unfamiliar out of a sudden.
what is "blogger"? I start pondering……

and then i remember!
the place where i used to pen my daily happenings.
& so im starting it again!!! =))
hopefully this enthusiasm will last.

i have tonnes of photos in my hard disk and phone,
but im just lazy to spent that few mins to upload them to my lappy,
and then up on my blog.
wells, maybe i shld change my template too.
BUT!!! i love goong!
i want to be the princess who found her prince,
and is married happily ever after.
(a-hem! my darling boy, where are you? are u reading this?)
dont u guys find their love story sweet??
rights. maybe im the only one who is STILL in that "goong" era.
but it used to such a "hot thing" okay.
and now mediacorp are celebrating their 25th anniversary,
arent they?
& all the oldies are showing on screen!
so, ITS OKAY to be at the "goong" era still.
(moreover, its only a few months back?)

anyway, this week is the 9th week of IPP!!! OMG
so exciting. school is reopening soon
& i simply cant wait
call me mad and i dont care.
i just miss school!
i used to look forward to graduation and then working life.
but now i dread working. i want to continue studying
& continue filling up my occupation as STUDENT.

On contrary, i will miss my work place.
although every morning, i have to run for the transport,
i think its a nice place to be attached to.

but but but...
i dont think i will considered this as a possibility for my future.
i used to have this ambition of being an executive women with
lots of subordinates reporting to me.
however, after this attachment, i realised office job is not what i want.
& its weird and scary to realise that i actually prefer my estee job than this!
cos' u cant expect me to be stuck at cosmetic line till im old right?
its not like i got no prospect at all and have to be a beauty advisor for life.
but on another hand, maybe i like being in the service line.

yesterday, i attended this workshop at my workplace
and the trainer was telling us the power of the phase "what if?".
it gets me thinking....
what if..... i am the air stewardess
what if..... i continue studying and get a degree
what if..... i just get any job and settle down for a family in a few yrs time
WHAT IF???
and suddenly, im worried for my future.
what should i do when i graduate from poly??
i want to get a degree for sure,
but my GPA is not high enough to bring me that far.
my dream university is SMU,
but its not easy to get in there i think.

then, i was at the toilet just now,
when i met alex's supervisor.
shes kinda coaching me,
which i find it very helpful.
she is trying to help me see my interest, see my path.
she said alot of things,
and i start to see what module interest me most.
and i come to realise, its PERSONAL SELLING.
it is the module that i dont think much effort and i can do well in.
it is the module which i ALWAYS do my tutorials
(FYI, i did every tutorials for this module okay!)
so she told me, if this is what i am good at,
stick to it, and make it my specialisation.
and i should not change again.
as it will reflect you as a person who u dont know what u want,
and companies will hardly look upon you as a potential employee.

its really encouraging when she supports me to pursue my dream
; being an air-stewardess. (its an every girl's dream)
but i felt that i shld discuss this with my parents and ah sam again.
i consider this as a very good exposure for me.
and i felt that i can really learn alot from it
but but... i have a dream crasher.
remember my fungal infection on my mosquito bite?
im left with a scar!!
it will be such a pity if it affects my interview la!