Monday, October 29, 2007 Y
i dont know how long will this last again.
why must u say that again?
havent i not told u, one day, it will really make an end to this r/s?
havent i not told u, not to say that again?
havent i not told u, not to say it in impulse?
i swear i told u alot of times,
not to say that, again and again.
this better be the very last time.
cos' my heart will not take another blow.
if u really want this r/s,
if u reallt cherish and treasure it,
why must u bring it up again n again?
i dont want to blame on ur horoscope,
even though i know that what every ARIES will do.
i wish u were different.
there might not be many girls or guys who can take that.
guys cant even stand it, and im a girl,
i kept quiet again n again.
and u shld know what im talking abt.
it is ur HABIT,
and please quit it.
this r/s is not a game, neither is it a hotel.
u dont pause the r/s and resume it whenever u like.
u dont check-in and check-out whenever u feel like it.
if u want to last this r/s, then DONT break it!
u said im unreasonable.
and everytime u said that.
but this time, who are u to say that?
u go find 10 guys, and u ask them,
will they say that to their gfs?
and u find 10 girls, and u ask them,
will they get angry if their bfs said that?
and i am very sure,
out of the 10 guys,
8 will not say that.
and out of the 10 girls,
9 will be angry.
u cant blame me for being angry.
really.
im feeling so disappointed.
on one hand, i love u and i still do.
but on the other, i hate u for saying that.
the moment u said that,
i felt a prick in my heart and it hurts.
it still do, and it hurts badly.
u said that we've been together for so long,
so i shld know u better.
and it is because i know u for so long,
it hurts me more to hear u say that.
i nv thought it will come out from u,
but it did.
if im the one saying that,
wont u be angry?
im so sure u will slap me so hard,
and scold me BITCH real loud.
im so sad and feeling so hurt.
no one will understand how i feel.
and neither will u.
if u understand how i feel,
u wont said that im unreasonable.
a r/s stands strong if both parties hold on tight to it.
but in our r/s,
it seems like im holding to it more than u do.
ppl always ask themselves,
whether the person they love worth the love.
but for me, i asked,
do u love me as much as i do?
so what we love each other?
this will nv last if this continues.
this will nv last if u dont admit that u are in wrong.
how long will my fairy tale last?
