life never get any better for me.
after that great internal bleeding,
im down with a bad cold.
was terribly sneezing all the way through work just now.
its really terrible to keep sneezing when u are suppose to keep talking.
dont feel like working tmr, but no choice,
they do not have enough manpower tmr.
so i guess, i have to really rest well and head to work tmr as scheduled.

daddy bought me a new phone--MOTORIZR (z3) !!!
sad thing is that, its NOT pink!!!
sad pls! i wanted, i longed for a pink phone
but the sad truth is that, pink phone's functions are usually for basic users.
not saying that im an advanced user or something,
but i have higher expectations la!
pink phone's camera are usually not as clear.
so yeah. drop that idea of mine.
ya anyway, my dad bought it without informing me la,
so owells, kinda satisfied still.
whats more to bargain?
by another look, it look quite sophisticated la.
haha! more solid than my current phone actually.

today's roadshow was not bad i think.
sales is better than yesterday!
and we hit out target unexpectedly.
actually intended to buy the rose tea cookies and a nylon clutch.
but i realised i have been spending too much money recently.
my idol (wan yi) ask me dont waste $$ on the clutch
as i told her i dont know if i will use it after buying.
but its really cheap la! only $3!!!!
still, she told me to save the $3, and use it to buy something i like better.
haha! so, i listen to my pretty wan yi's advice
and i really did not buy in the end.
yeah. despite everyone ask me to just get it.
then, mummy told me that the cookies are too expensive,
but i really think its nice.
the cookies really taste as if im eating some rose petals!!!
haha. how organic right?
i feel love and kinda romantic eating the cookies.
maybe because im quite deprived from love,
thats why i like eating that cookies.
bought quite a few little gifts for him,
but i think its too late to pass to him.
if only that message was not sent.....

haiz... things are not getting better.
i realised that im not as important as i thought i am to him.
its really disappointing la.
but theres nothing i can do.

i really appreciate what dee has done for me. really.
i was so touched after reading her blog entry.
" girl .. everything will be ok . things will be back to normal
it maybe hard for a week or so.. but i'm here for u ok?
always remb that life's like a cycle ..
whenever it goes down , it'll come up (:
and it's up to u to make life worth while for u ok?you don't have to thank me .
cos this is wad friends are for .
i wanna see u smile like u always do .
i wanna see u happy like how u bought a new top
i wanna see u hyper like how u drink your favourite bubble tea ..
i hope that u'll be back to normal soon
cos it's really hard breaking to see u like this .i love you ..
please smile" (extracted from dee's blog.)

anyway, back to roadshow.
today is my first time breaking a fortune cookie
wasnt very anticipate about doing that actually.
but after reading my first fortune,
haha! i start to like breaking them.
sherm said its rude to eat a fortune cookie,
so after breaking it, i threw it away.
hoping it will come true after doing that.
my fortune reading:
"A surprise will strengthen your feelings towards each other" =D
so happy pls. hope it really come true.
for one moment, i thought my fortune reading was lost.
scare me. luckily i managed to find it in the end.

oh ya. and i forget to say that
we had this dedication board placed near our roadshow,
for people to post up their dedications to whoever.
after the event today, i decided to keep those dedications for me.
and i realised that i have really alot!!!!
its nice to know that the people around me love me so much.
love you guys too!!!!

then i received two roses today!!!
hehe. dont tell u who give me.
but really happy la.
ameline soh asked me to take photo with my flowers
and posed behind my booth. LOL
damn funny!