Monday, December 18, 2006 Y
when i wake up today,
i really hope to see his messages.
but i didnt receive any...
i told myself, maybe he would write a letter for me
and post it in my letter box
since hes passing something to me.
so, i rushed down to my letterbox,
and i really digged for my letter.
i only found the breaktalk voucher that hes passing to me.
i feels super depressed and demoralised.
so empty hearted.
its feel as if, im living for nothing.
its really bad.
i dont feel like going school and for work.
throughout the whole day,
i have been checking on the phone for zillion times.
and everytime, i dont see any messages.
on the train to work and school, i cant stop myself from crying.
it looks silly i know. but i just cant help it.
my heart is crying profusely.
i miss him. i want him.
i regret for letting him go.
every minute seems like one year to me.
i see no colours without him.
like finally, my phone rings.
he finally messaged me.
it may not be long and mushy,
but its sweet enough to make me smile.
i really wonder hows he doing there.
hope his boss really take good care of him there.
