Monday, December 18, 2006 Y
my life is ending soon.
my boy is leaving within a few hours time.
i know he will be leaving for KL a week ago,
but still, im not prepared to have him leaving me.
gonna live without him for 3 days sounds like hell to me.
how am i going to survive it through?
when i asked him what he is leaving just now, he said five.
and i dont know why i assumed its 5 pm.
while we were on the way home,
im still happily planning on how are we going to spent the morning before he leaves.
alrights. im quite dumb, i know!
when im telling him i want eat breakfast with him in the morning,
he looked kinda shocked and surprised with my words
and this is when i know something is not right somewhere.
he then told me its 5 AM
not 5 PM.
i stunned on the spot. and cried.
yes. i cried in the interchange.
and i know its unglam. but i really dont care already.
i just dont want him to leave me.
im so so not prepared to accept the fact
that he is leaving me within a few more hours.
i want him to stay, i really want him to.
its like one plus now, and i cant sleep.
all i think is him and him. only him.
i just cant stop crying.
i will miss him.
and im already missing him!
i really miss him.
