i shld apologise for not updating this few days.
have not been feeling well.
down with a gastric flu!!!
and its killing me, really.
the flu hits me on chrsitmas day la!
and its killing me until today.

my boy actually planned the day nicely for us,
but who knows i will be sick on that day.
dont want to be a wet blanket,
and i really want to carry on with his plan.
but, he insist that i should rest well at home.
so, my boy came over my hse to acc me the whole day.
poor him. i cant acc him as i was sleeping the whole day.
all he do is watch tv and wait for me to wake up.
i really appreciate his pressence when im so sick.
unfortunately, i cant show it to him.
too sick to even smile.

lucky we didnt went out.
i was lying like a corpse that day.
in total, i actually voimited about 7 times.
i threw out everything that i swallowed.
its really terrible.

still, im glad he love my pressie :)
and i love his too!!!

back to my stupid flu.
the gastric flu gives me breathing difficulties yesterday.
i cant even breathe!
the heart is beating so fast,
and it feels as if something is choking on me.
struggling since 3am to 9am.
these few hours are really hell to me.
i almost thought i was going to die.

my dad quickly sent me to our family doctor.
lucky its not asthma or some heart diseases.
she said that its due to the the air pressure
that is caused by the gastric flu.
the air/gas is putting pressure on my heart
and it is why i cant breathe.
thank god!

for these few days,
i can only eat plain porridge with a lil' salt. -.-
nothing oily, no milk and avoid meat.
was given two days MC for me to rest.
but seriously, i think two days are not enough.
today is already the 2nd day of my MC,
and im still not feeling well.
how to go back sch tmr?
im so hungry
but i have got no appetite at all.
everything makes me want to puke.
i think i should be given glucose instead.

my boy is so busy with his projects.
not enough time to acc me this two days.
i know i should be a good girl
and shouldnt be so unreasonable,
but i really want him by my side....