Saturday, November 18, 2006 Y
sometimes i really want to give up.
its so hard, so hard to actually pretend that we are doing fine.
yes. we are happily together but whats the point?
U know what i want, but thats not what u want.
its so difficult. i really dont know what to do.
it just feel as if all my hopes are shattered into pieces.
it really makes me want to give up.
but still, i cant make myself do that.
cos' i know, no matter what,
my heart have already given to you.
its not coming back and will not come back.
all i want is you.
all i need is you.
how i wish u can want me and
need me as much as i do.
if only the day will come...
i definitely need some guidance.
of cos i want to follow my heart,
but it often leads me to broken heart.
joyce asked us to wake up.
i want to wake him up more
than i want to wake myself up.
and Dave asked me not to give up?
guys are weird man.
what should i do?
its driving me crazy.
