Thursday, March 02, 2006 Y
i'm more than tired; totally drained.
work work work!!!!
morning to night, 5 days per week.
it just kills me; take away all my sleeping and shoppping time.
but i just cant stop working.
i need those money for MORE shopping!!!
which girl isnt a shopaholic?
i craved for shopping so so much,
that i keep buying stuff since monday.
the horrible thing is that i have not enough.
i need more more more.
however, i'm a sad case.
no one asked me for shopping that often.
yeah. but, i've friends. I DO!!
but i've not found a best friend; a truly soulmate.
i was told that friends come and go, which i agrees.
but that's a painful reality.
why cant friends just come and STAY?
well, some leave for good.
been looking for one since long time ago.
i just need a friend who trusts me and earn my trust;
shares the same interest;
enjoy my companion and vice versa;
give me her listening ear and allow mine;
and etc etc.
is that so difficult?
i've once thought i found them,
but eventually i lost them and they lost me as well.
now, things are back but not the same.
i open my heart to all my friends,
but do they open theirs?
it takes two hands to clap, you see.
sometimes even i trust them, i need them,
they might not reciprocate.
whatever it is,
i do have beautiful friends around me.
i love them all
and i hope they loves me too.
u do yeah? say it!
yeah yeah. its such an irony.
