Tuesday, February 07, 2006 Y
It is so hard, so hurt
but i deserve it, i think
I am not worth for all u've done
me, a useless and selfish person
Cant even control my temper
all i know is to vent my anger at u
and resort to violence
that's me
i cant give u what u deserve
i cant give u what u want
i cant give u a proper relationship
i cant give u proper love
i cant bring out my gentleness
and hide my violence side
have i ever made u feel happy
and loved before?
i really doubt so
wanted to be a normal girl
spending my time with you happily
but it seems so impossible
all because of me
i cant give u happiness
all u get are bruises
dont think this is want u want.
i dont want it either
but i dont know why
i just cant control my temper when i'm agitated
no doubt to say this,
i think i'm totally insane;mad;crazy
need a psychiatrist immediately
u dont worth someone like me,
but definitely someone better.
