Thursday, February 23, 2006 Y
I'm utterly disappointed with what had happened.
the tearful tales unfold.
lost in all directions and wouldnt find my way out.
confused; lost; disappointed; ashame
i just exactly describe my feelings and thoughts into words.
the fear, anger just grows simultaneously.
it seems like a sword which pierced right through my heart and soul.
the presence make everything feels so pain.
if i pull it out, it tears apart, blood flows,
the wound infected and a scar remain.
again, i've vented it all out at you.
and i get what i deserve. again and again.
we followed our hearts
and come this far.
do u think we can continue our journeys together?
the future unclear, our goals differ.
can our love withstand everything?
i fear to lose you.
so till now, i'm holding it strong.
very strong.
can u feel the every details of fear i have?
is there anything u can do?
is there anything i can do?
i cant stop u from leaving,
i cant stop u from going back.
if the point of time arrives,
can i handle it myself?
without you around?
i really dont know.
how long can i possess your heart?
