Wednesday, January 11, 2006 Y
Nothing has change.
WTH? WTF?
Why are things happening this way?
It is only a SAMLL thingy,
a tiny winy matter!!!!
And it actually makes u behaves like this?
and it is able to cause our relationship to turn like this?
Is our relationship too fragile to stand?
I thought things will change for the better,
but now, things are going otherwise.
just this morning,
again. and again.
it is so consecutives, worst then i could imagine.
I mean, would u ever care if i'm wearing anything inside?
Would u ever care??????
last time, I know u would.
Now, I'm confused and i doubt u would.
U dont even care about this, me and everything.
Do u know, everytime ur words are damn hurting?
U DONT! U can just speak ur words like this
without thinking about feelings.
"the sight of you just irks me",
"i dont want to see u from now on",
dont u find it hurtful????
And u can just say it out at me like that???
Where is the guy who cares about me?
where is the guy who always thought abt my feelings?
WHERE??? I dont recognise.
I'm lost.
confused!
I know i'm careless and clumsy.
and u knew my weakness long ago.
U've accepted, havent u?
And all because of that,
U are pissed? u behaves like this?
I knew my weakness.
I'm rough and violent.
But i always apologise.
and i did apologise.
But i dont think apologies work for u.
Cos' it always doesnt help ur anger to subside.
Why are things happening like this?
I DONT WANT!!!
I cant find the smile, the laughter from u anymore.
I'm lost inside u.
I cant find the heart where i used to belong.
so afraid. so so afraid.
I'm so afraid that the history will repeats itself.
I'm so afraid that u wont leave me for other girl.
I'm so afraid that before i found ur heart, it is already occupied.
Do u understand and know the emptiness inside me?
Do u even care?
