Tuesday, January 10, 2006 Y
It has been raining since saturday, i think.
And since then, my life have never been sunny.
is it the weather? is it me? or is it you?
i dont know.
Since then, We have never really talk.
For that period, although we are living together,
but it seems so far.
Now, u are back to where u should be,
it still seems far.
We might be meeting each other,
bumping into each other,
but things doesnt change.
So near, yet so far.
Is there a breakdown somewhere?
Or it i'm thinking too much?
for what i know,
all i get is not what i dont want it to be.
Just take today for example,
we didnt manage to meet each other in the end.
Just because u think u shouldnt message me when u wake up?
Just because u think u shld message me after ur gym session,
when u think i've alrdy wake up?
Just because u didnt message me
and i make a fuss out if it?
Just because u didnt want to reply me
and went to sleep without replying?
Just because u think it is my fault?
Just because u think i make a fuss out of it?
Just because u think i'm ridiculous?
AHHHH!!!!!!!!!
sometimes, i really wish we will not argue or quarrel.
I dont like u giving me cold shoulders,
attitude or whatsoever,
which i know u are capable of that.
i NO need u to show me.
Do u realise,
we have not talk, REALLY talk for a long time?
Do u realise,
we have not look at each other clearly for a long time?
Do u know,
if this goes on, it will drift us apart?
I hope we can work things out.
real soon!!!
