Thursday, January 12, 2006 Y
i got no appetite. =(
the smell, the sight
just makes me feel like puking.
yes, it is that bad.
i cant even stands a mouthful of kway teow.
Usually, i can finish the bowl of kway teow
till my reflection can be reflected.
But today,
the noodles are not moving.
I've wasted 3/4 of it.
So unlike me.
I dont like wasting food
and i always got a big appetite.
however, things arent the same today.
Both chew and I had our honeydew.
Chew said that it is very sweet and juicy.
But i can only taste the juice, and it is bland.
I cant even tell if it is sweet at all.
I'm tasteless!!
our whole system is a mess.
is it my tongue?
or is it my heart?
I saw u!!!
so excited, yet lost.
have no idea how should i react.
Ur words this morning kept running through my mind.
U dont wish to see me,
dont wish to hear me.
Should i say "HI",
or should i act as if there is nothing?
In the end, I've chose the latter.
I wonder if u saw me.
I wonder what is ur mind thinking at that moment.
Have u think of me since then?
Have u miss me?
Or am i not in ur mind at all?
anyway, i've met melody just now!!
haha. finally, after so long.
We've knew each other for a year plus
and today is the FIRST time we are meeting each other!!!
haha. so excited.
she came to my cafe with grace, her friend.
a girl who is same age as me, but look so much younger.
in a good way, i mean.
had dinner together.
They were easy going and nice to talk to.
unfortunately,
i need to go back for work straight after i finish eating.
So i cant continue chatting with them.
But, melody is coming my workplace on friday for dinner again!!
=)
