Thursday, November 24, 2005 Y
The door opened,
and I'm shocked
when u walked in.
How should i response to it?
"hello" is what we said,
and the silence remains.
No glances exchanged,
no byes said.
the moment was awkward.
Do u hate me?
Do u treat me as friend?
maybe i think too much,
maybe i'm too pessimistic.
But i always got this feeling,
that all his friends dont like me,
all his friends are talking about me.
it seems so politics.
I dont like.
It will make him difficult,
i dont want this to happen.
All i want is us to be friends.
Is it so difficult?
Am i too naive?
Too simple minded?
In secondary sch,
there is no borderline to define ur groups of friends.
his friends are mine,
my friends are his.
no politics; no awkwardness.
why is poly so different?
Am i pushing things too hard?
Ahhhhh......
i really dont know.
He said in the first place,
everything shouldnt have start.
Is it my mistake to have it started?
things are not going the way as expected.
