23 March
Dear break his promise!! he promised me to accompany to sch and acc me for lunch. but he never. saying his pimple is so big n red o do not feel like going out. okok. If it's me i wun too.

went back to school to get my cca grade form n the yearbook. Find nth much about the yearbook. Didn't really enjoy reading it this time. good feeling going to sch, having a sense of belonging. However, i'm no longer a official student there now.

Today went home the earliest. at 6 sharp! Finally!

24 March
Really funny. Everyday's twelve o'clock seems so slow, but today's is so damn fast. haha! maybe i'm too happy to be off work. Met dear at redhill station. he accompanied me to np just for a two minute appeal. Ya, he is nice to do so. I appreciate that. Go back to jp straight by the mighty long journey of 154.

bought the tickets for "Miss Congeniality 2" before taking our lunch. actually dear wanted to watch " the eye 10" but i dun like horrors. Thanks for giving in. But i do think he feel like watching miss congeniality too. so tt's why. We shared a bowl of noodles which i'm already full. Intially, very happy to eat so little. but it's still early to be happy. Cos, we bought pancake n takoyaki in. *gluttons!!!!* I jus wonder when can i be slim?? It jus seems so far away from me. The show was very nice. Enjoy it throughout except a few times when i'm dozing off. I just too tired ok? even a nice movie cant stop me from dozing so imagine how tired i am. I hope dear enjoy the show too.

Everything seems to fine and sunny till the show ends. Something really fucking pissed me off. A damn tiny winy small matter. when wind back, find it so ridiculous. Jus dont understand why!? I'm like so pissed that i'm not bother of wad's going on. Saw yanqing but gave a fake smile. Asked me so many questions but i gave a word answer for every single of them. I can't cant be bother by her questions anyway. So i managed to leave the conversation by a "byebye" and nothing else. So unlike me huh? Saw zoe, tot i can give a real smile or wadever, but fake smile again. I jus wouldn't smile at all. After the fake smile, i jus turn away. I'm so sorry zoe, but i jus couldn't help it.

I feel like screaming!! I feel like crying!! I feel like shouting!! I feel like sweating!! I feel like running out everything!! I jus feel like sleeping away!!

Dont ask me why! Dont ask me wad happened! Cos' i'm not bothered to answer anything now. I'm too tired to entertain and to do anything.

FUCKING PISSED!!!

I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO CRY!!!!!!!!!!