Saturday, September 25, 2004 Y
YEAH!! Finally I am 16.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! hehe~ Dun have any plans to go out.. Esther and the others wanna study so they suggested that the celebration for me to be postponed.. So we didn't go out.. Not very excited although it is my birthday.. no where to go.. No celebration :( Received greetings from alot of people(some are so unexpected).. lolz..
Fortunately, i get my company during the afternoon.. Two groups.. ERmz.. Surprising for teh first company.. didn't expect i will spent part of my birthday with.. But i was very happy. cos' for teh past few days, i keep worrying if i can spent the day with tt person.. HAHA~ dreams come true!! Alot of unexpected things happened.. Cant find words to describe. everything are jus in my mind, memories and heart.. Ermz.. Should i sae it is good or bad?? i really dunnoe.. I jus noe i was so shocked and unprepared for all those.. Told peijun and waner.. They told me " dun get tricked.. maybe it is a trap.. haha~".. those words are really noice to hear but no ones know if it is true.. Maybe it is all sweet talking?? I dunnoe where to trust? I wanted to believe and trust.. but :( after all these while, so much things have happened.. It is hard for me to trust again.. I have no more faith.. Really!! I began to have alot of distrust.. Maybe i am too paranoid?? haiz.. anyway, i receive two birthday cakes.. hehe~ a fruit cake and a mango cake.. envy?? hehe~ I really like the gift that peijun and waner gave me.. Thanks gals.. They came my hse and we jus laze around my room.. Sing and sleep.. Craps and luff.. haha~ we went to have a dinner feast at central.. haha~ real fun!! but very bloated.. getting fatter and fatter :S
Although i didn't go out(except for dinner) for my birthday this year, I wun forget this birthday... alot of memories.. HARD to forget.. Should i sae this is the best birthday?? ERm.. Not really.. Room for improvements.. lolz!!
